Ok.. so i'm not really into writing.. i'm more into books and reading other people's journals.. but since i'm bored to D-E-A-T-H, what the heck.. why not start a blog, right? =) i actually have a blog in my multiply account, but then sometimes i have this urge to write down something really personal.. something that i don't want some of my friends/former classmates to read.. so i thought of creating a new blog; probably in the future, i can send my URL to some of my most cherished friends (para konti lang makabasa..heeeheee..oh sheesh, what's the point of having a blog when you don't want everybody to read it?!??!?!)
Lately, i have been doing my share of reminiscing.. basically just thinking about my life for the past 23 years.. have i been a good friend, daughter.. did i deserve the kind of treatment i got from my previous employer? small stuff that makes me think if my life so far has been as worthwhile as what i hoped it would be.. you know these essays our grade school teachers asked us to do: What I Want to Be 10 Years From Now.. i don't actually remember what i wrote down.. i never took it seriously.. i just knew that i wanted to be someone successful.. hrmmm.. and right now, i am sooo far from being successful, trust me.
i've been feeling kind of depressed since wednesday.. have no idea why..probably because of this dreary dreary weather.. or because i just thought of my mom last week and just missed her terribly.. or because i so badly wanted to talk to someone, but this someone just doesn't have the time anymore.. :( so many things going through my head right now..
i really need to do something at work.. pang-alis problema.. =P
Lately, i have been doing my share of reminiscing.. basically just thinking about my life for the past 23 years.. have i been a good friend, daughter.. did i deserve the kind of treatment i got from my previous employer? small stuff that makes me think if my life so far has been as worthwhile as what i hoped it would be.. you know these essays our grade school teachers asked us to do: What I Want to Be 10 Years From Now.. i don't actually remember what i wrote down.. i never took it seriously.. i just knew that i wanted to be someone successful.. hrmmm.. and right now, i am sooo far from being successful, trust me.
i've been feeling kind of depressed since wednesday.. have no idea why..probably because of this dreary dreary weather.. or because i just thought of my mom last week and just missed her terribly.. or because i so badly wanted to talk to someone, but this someone just doesn't have the time anymore.. :( so many things going through my head right now..
i really need to do something at work.. pang-alis problema.. =P
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